Poo.

So I've been having kind of a rough time lately. And I'm not really sure what's wrong, which seems to aggravate me even more. I feel like nothing I do is right, and nothing anyone else does around me is right. I got in another fight with my mom yesterday...go figure. It was about transferring to State. It's just SO FRUSTRATING living with my mom right now. Nothing I do is good enough. I'm not a good enough person- I should be doing more community service. Transferring to State isn't good enough- App State is better. My friends at home aren't good enough- apparently I had more and better friends at App. Like, really mom? really. You're ridiculous. I want to cry she makes me so mad, even just thinking about it now. We resolved it a little bit yesterday, but I still feel like it's not over. And I feel like I have no life. This summer has been so uneventful and disappointing. I had such high hopes- not that it hasn't still been a great summer...I just feel like so many things have gone wrong; so many things have changed. And I hate this feeling. I am sooo excited to start at State and move in and everything, but I'm just in such a funk right now. And really missing everyone from App.

I hate it when I get like this. Nothing feels right and I just want to cry, but there is nothing I can do about it. asdfghjkl;dfghjkl;dfghbjksdxfcvbnj. Whatever. There is nothing to do accept ride it out and accept that it's happening.

Peace.